new life?

hhh.. berasa baru reborn. hehe. lebay.

remembering few months ago. dimana ada kebahagiaan di satu sisi dan kehancuran disisi laen. at least sekarang aku tidak berbahagia-diatas-penderitaan-orang-laen-orang-banyak. diatas penderitaan orang-orang yang aku sayangin dan menyayangi aku lebih tepatnya.

__at that time__

aku sama sekali ga menyalahkan kehadirannya pada waktu itu. i was very happy at that time. thanks for the happiness he has given to me. tapi unfotunatelly keluarga aku menderita πŸ™ sorry mom, dad.. dan temen2ku.. dan satu orang lagi juga yang paling menderita..

__now__

akhirnya aku putuskan untuk menyudahi keegoisanku. it was over. and there’s a new life i am starting to live in. it was dark. and there’s a new light that will lead me to somewhere. sekarang semuanya senang. everything’s fine. everybody’s smiling πŸ™‚ and i am sorry for hurting someone out there, but this is the decision i have chosen for me and my life. i will have a new life and so will u. and i officially announce this as a right decision. i hope it is.

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